Tergerak hati ku nak menulis hari ni. Dah lama aku tinggalkan belog kesayangan (tak sayang sangat lah). Agak lama aku tidak bermood untuk berbelog dan aku harap mood untuk tidak berbelog itu akan berpanjangan buat 41 hari yang bakal mendatang.
Hari ini aku mengambil kesempatan, di waktu rehat untuk menulis sesuatu. Isu semasa sekarang, SPM 20A. Hebat, memang hebat. Aku separuh pun tak dapat. Hoho… menyingkap sekejap kenangan di ‘zaman muda’ ku dulu.

Alhamdulillah, syukur ke hadrat Ilahi. Sekolah Menengah Ugama (Arab) Maahad Muhammadi Perempuan Kota Bharu sekali lagi berjaya menghasilkan permata yang amat bernilai buat semua. Aku bangga menjadi warga Maahad (ek eleh…padahal dulu tak bangga langsung).. Haha..bukannya apa, zaman muda aku dulu macam-macam isu yang kurang best ditaburkan ke atas sekolah YIK, bukannya aku benci cuma kurang bangga. Tiba je mase aku nak keluar, baru je keluar berita gempak dan kini lebih gempak.

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Jerusalem and Holy Land should be dearest of all to Muslims hearts as dear as Makkah and Madina and the struggle to liberate the Holy Land from abomination of the secular Jewish State of Israel should be dearest of all struggles of liberation for the Muslims. If a Jew can leave USA or Europe or Russia and join the Israeli Defense Force and participate in the armed oppression of the Muslim and Christian Palestinian people in the Holy Land, then a Muslim should also have the same freedom to leave wherever he resides in the world and join in the armed resistance of the oppressed in the Holy Land. If a Muslim denied that freedom and is threatened with being arrested as a ‘terrorist’, he should ignore and oppose all that obstructs him from participation in that struggle. He should ‘burn his boat’ for Allah’s sake and defy the Godless world! It is, in fact, a minimum tangible expression of faith in today’s world that Muslims should at least have the desire in their hearts to participate in that armed resistance (Jihad) in the Holy Land. Read the rest of this entry »

Socrates quotes;

“The goal of medical care is to provide cure (sometimes), relief (often) and comfort (always).”

So I want to be a doctor? These are the things that I need to tell my self:

Are you sure?
Yes I do having second thought and I’m trying to get rid of those.

You can’t turn back!
What is behind is history. I am on a mission and this is a mission possible. I have to look forward to be a doctor.

You have to be willing to do what you are supposed to do.
I have to be prepared mentally, emotionally, physically and etc. I have to enjoy the routines of a medical student’s life with the personal routines and of course the academic routines(. Hm…I really didn’t start this preparation yet. Need some improvement here.)
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Aku berjaya membuang masa sehari suntuk hari ni. Masya Allah, ape nak jadi ngan aku ni? Tadi sengaja bangun lambat, buat-buat tido kununya la. Saja je sebab tak nak bertegur dengan seseorang. Aku sudah malas menghipokritkan diri. Haha… lantak ko la nak kata ape.

Sejak semalam lagi aku dalam dilema, nak ponteng ke tak kelas bm pagi ni. Ye, disebabkan hanya kelas bm saja yang ada hari ni, sebab tu aku terasa keinginan yang amat untuk ponteng. Aisyh,…aku sudah ponteng dua kali, cukup tiga kali tak leh amek exam. Nampak gayanya aku kena pilih hari yang sesuai untuk ponteng lain kali. Ahaha…

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